Saturday, September 30, 2006

I've been reflecting. Every single message that I hear, I am touched by God. And I go down for alter call. Is God calling me? Is He waking me up? Am I... One that is going to do great things... For Him?

I want to be a soldier, an instrument, a BMW for God. I do. I want to show the world what a good God He is. I want to show my friends that I am made in the image of God. I want to show everyone that being a Christian is good, it is worth it.

Uncle Daniel's message today... It inspired me. I want to show all those around me that God is LOVE. I want to love others like how God loves me. Dear God, please let me love others as I love myself, and forgive others as I know I have been forgiven.

Thinking about it, maybe God really does want me to reach out to others. To be an instrument for Him. It's the road that God has chosen for me.

When God calls me, I want to be able to say to Him, "I'm here, Father. I'm here, by Your side."

I want to draw nearer to Him. I want to reach out to others and be that plank of wood they cross when going to God. I want to share the gospel with them.

I WANT MY FRIENDS TO KNOW JESUS CHRIST.

I want them to know His love. His everlasting love. His merciful love. His forgiving love. His neverending love.

I want to bring my friends to Christ. I want them to be saved, to be loved by the greatest God.

God, I'm presenting all my friends to you. Every single one of them. Help me to share the gospel with them. Help me to be their kao shan in times of need. Help me to bring them back to Your side.

God, I'm leaving all my worries in Your hands. Studies, Friendships, Relationships, everything God. I'm leaving my friends' worries with You too.

God. Forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.
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LOVER OF MY HEART

All I want, is to see Your face
All I need, is a moment of grace
It's in You that I have the faith
To stand up and be strong

Cause I know, I'm no longer bound
It's in You, that I have found
Peace of mind, freedom from my sin
And the power to love and forgive

I want to walk with You, every day of my life
To talk with You, in the good and the strife
You're my friend, You're my Father, for all time
Nothing can keep us apart
You're the lover of my heart

melodycopyrighted
9:13 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Yesterday was MY DAY!!! Hence I now proclaim that I am FOURTEEN!!!

Thanks Daddy and Mummy for the FORBIDDEN CITY tickets and the Jack's Place lunch and the Yoshinoya bian dang and the BITTER CHOCOLATES!!! Thanks for all your LOVE this Fourteen years!

Thanks Ger for that SUPER SWEET present!!! Even though is all from your house... But I think you very she bu de to part with them! Cos it cost alot alot alot! Ahh thanks for that Powerpoint! I almost cried ok. YOU ZHI DE!!! ZHI DE DANG WO DE BESTIE!!!

Thanks Pan for that SWEET letter! In your (by Em's terms) SEXY handwriting! Yah! You made me almost cry too! Haha! THANKS PEE-POO PARTNER!!! (But I still want that jar of stars!)

Thanks Em for the two packets of fruit plus! Even though it's finishing already... But anyway. THANKS TABLEMATE!!!

Thanks Vanessa, Weiling, Lijie, Felicia, Yanzhu, Mandy and Rena for the SMS birthday greetings!

Thanks everyone else who said Happy Birthday!

Panshin said that Fourteen is the age where you learn alot! Ok! I'm all geared up to learn! I shall be receptive!

Teach me! And I shall learn!

Back to mugging!

melodycopyrighted
12:45 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

I’m giving you my heart, and all that is within
I lay it all down for the sake of you my King
I’m giving you my dreams, I’m laying down my rights
I’m giving up my pride for the promise of new life

Chorus:
And I surrender all to you, all to you
And I surrender all to you, all to you

I’m singing You this song, I’m waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain
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This song touched me alot today during worship. It made me realise that I must surrender all I have to God. I want to surrender all to Him.

Dear Father Lord,

Thank You for all that You have given me in this 14 years of my life. Thank You for Daddy and Mummy, Marilyn, and all my friends. Thank You for helping me in every milestone of my life.

Thank You for carrying me through all the difficulties I faced in this 14 years. Thank You for all Your blessings to me.

I pray that You will help me to surrender all to You. I pray that I will be able to surrender my whole life to You.

I pray that I will be able to surrender my studies, my friends, my life, my addictions, my idols, everything I love. I pray I will be able to put my future and my dreams into Your hands.

I pray I will be an instrument for You to play, to invite others into your kingdom. I pray that You will use me for the futherment of your kingdom.

Thank You for bringing me through this 14 years. I pray that I will be able to use my time and life properly with Your help.

In Jesus' name I pray,

Amen.

melodycopyrighted
5:42 AM

Monday, September 18, 2006

Ok. I know I really shouldnt be here. But then winglin is down. And no one's on MSN.

Examinations. Fondly known as Exams to us Singapore students. Well. In the dictionary, examinations are defined as a set of questions on paper to test their knowledge of a subject. Right. In our case, examinations are equals to TORTURE and SERIOUS MUGGING.

Sometimes, staring at a book filled with facts and figures that sometimes might not be of any use in the future is just boring. I mean, like History. Why do you have to learn about the past, because it's the past? It's not like we are in the SAF or something and we have to learn about the tactics that the Japanese used to occupy us.

I do like History ok. Especially the Japanese Occupation. Ok. I'm pretty sadistic. But then, here I'm talking from a general point of view, one that encompasses the views of people around my age that I know.

I think that studying a subject that you enjoy can actually be fun. For example, people who love Chemistry will love to stare at Chem for maybe 3 to 4 hours at a go. Others dont mind having their brains filled with Algebraic figures and Formulas after the same amount of time of practising Mathematics.

I guess everyone does have a subject that they love. Well, at least like. For me, I like Maths, Science, History and Literature-in-English. Even though I dont do that well in some of these subjects (I know my Lit sucks), but I still love them! I try to do well in these subjects.

I think I'm more of a Maths, Science and Humanities person. I focus more on the earth and its principles, if you can say so. I have friends who are Languages people. Their English and Chinese is like WAHH. A1? No problem for them.

How I wish I was an all-rounded person. However, that will never be the case as you will always be better in a few subjects, and these will be your forte.

I'd better go study now. Hmm. If I cant do that well in the other subjects that I dont have much interest in, I must as well do better in the subjects I am pretty sure I can do well in.

Mathematics. Chemistry. Physics. Biology. Here I come!

我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢地说我还爱你
我好希望我会忘记说再见的声音
我不再回忆也不再伤心

melodycopyrighted
3:33 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006

From Huiwei's blog!
About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DM(Doesnt matter)

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF (shorter than me? xiang dou bie xiang!)
Wears braces: DM
Dresses Preppy: Huh?
Dresses Ghetto: Huh?
Dresses Gothic: CONFIRM OFF
Has blue eyes: OFF
Has green eyes: OFF
Has hazel eyes: ON
Brown eyes: ON
Drinks alcohol: CONFIRM OFF
Wears glasses: DM
Smokes: CONFIRM OFF
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON
Compliments you: ON
Likes to talk: ON
Shy and quiet: OFF (unless he's like superbly intelligent!!! then DM)
Good dancer: ON
Wears jewelry: DM
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: ON
Has Black hair: ON
Has blonde hair: OFF
Has red hair: OFF
Makeup: OFF (unless in yan yi quan... then ON!)
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON
Loyal: ON
Laid back: Huh?
Plays guitar: ON
Plays piano: ON
Plays drums: ON
Sing: ON
He's buff (muscles): ON
Easily jealous: OFF
Doesn't eat meat: OFF
Is bi: Bisexual? OFF
Has a tattoo: OFF
Has a lip ring: OFF
Has tongue ring: OFF
Keeps long nails: OFF
Sings for you: ON
Waits for you patiently: ON
Good sense of humour: ON
Cancels an appointment last-minute: OFF
Is stingy: OFF
Is a gentleman: ON

Eh heh heh! Haha! :)))))

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